2001-08-05 - 8:21 p.m.
first real day of new job...very tired. sore feet. wholesale bad...no one needs that much pre-packaged meats...or toilet cleaner...or anythiing...besides perhaps the gummi bears. mmmm gummi bears.
but i got a new webcam...another thing i dont really need but felt i had to have. oh the possibilities.
you know what sucks?? having a new apartment and no boy to share it with...as heathur put it, it begs for a booty call..."hello...empty apartment...no booty in ten months...any takers??? no??? didn't think so." oh well. not much i can do about it.
fraknlin is about as bustling with boys as uxie was...gods help me. so life is dull...sure i have thoughts but they're just that...thoughts. and thoughts on the part of just one person don't do much anyways...right? i'm still stuck here where i've always been...alone. *sigh*
but enough of that....i'm done being depressed...and even angry is getting old. perhaps indifferent will get me somewhere. ahhh...indifference.
until later my pets, big kisses *muaahhhhh* and wholesale lovin. (you laugh but that's a lot of lovin...i know, i put it in the cart myself.)
~J
