2001-08-10 - 7:15 p.m.
maybe it's just a bad day. maybe its because i'm tired and i've been working all damn day..but i'm feling so shitty.
today is one of those days where you look in the mirror and hate who you see. or what you see. its one of those days when you have a hard time believing anyone could ever like you just the way you are. the way you are right now.
because your shirt needs to be ironed, and you need a haircut...and you're not wearing any makeup, and who could ever love you in those pajammas?
its definately one of those days where you need to be told you're cute.
i just want the world to stop. i wanna curl into a little ball on someone's lap and be told it's gonna be alright.
have someone take care of me. not in the sense of paying my bills, and keeping my house clean, but someone to snuggle up with even though its hot outside. theres a meteor shower this month. in a few days actually. i want someone to watch it with.
~J
