2001-08-13 - 1:12 p.m.
well, here i am again...only a few hours later...i dont know what it is, i feel like i have all this stuff to say, but then i get here and i cant figure out how to say it...or it seems lame all of a sudden...how do i say what i'm feeling when i cant put a finger on what it IS i'm feeling?? *sigh*
theres so much i wanna say.
and so much i shouldnt say.
so much maybe i Should say...
i'd sell my soul for a good manicure right now.
and a pina colada...in fact, i'd love a FEW pina coladas right now. today is one of those days i would love nothing more than to get completely drunk. boldly trashed.
because the truth usually comes out when you're drunk. and its easier to get some when you're drunk, and if there was ever someone who needed to get some, right now i think it's me. because damnit i havent gotten any in forever.
desperate for pina coladas and just a little naughtyness,
~me
