august 21, 2001 - 9:05 p.m.
no work today. but i'm still tired.
still weird.
good weird...
i made 2 new mix cd's today. that always makes me happy. and i got my hair cut even though i shouldnt have spent the money. but i wasnt feeling as cute as i wanted...so i rationalized it away. and i also got a phone number of a place in providence that'll do dred extensions for like a hundred bucks from my hair dresser...rock on. i want dreds sooooo bad...heathur, back me up on this. i think it needs to be done. or at least looked into.
god theres so much to say and i cant think of any of it.
and i realized how right heathur was when she said i was picky. i AM. i know this now. because theres this guy at work who i think has a crush on me...he always goes outta his way to walk by me and stare at me...and he stutters when he talks to me...and i am SOOOO not attracted to him, and have therefore completely written him off. he reminds me alot of an ex boyfriend of mine who shall remain nameless...we'll call him corky to protect his annonimity. lol. yes i said corky. i call him this because although not toooo bad looking, the mental capacity for thought and comprehension are not too high. and this guy reminds me alot of him in that sense. sweet guy, but just not my style man. and too short too. he's my height...i need tall. i need big and tall. not skinny and tall, but big and tall. cuddly. big bear type. mmmmmmm. and this guy has really bad hair...another corky trait.
seee, i'm so picky. i like to think i just know what i want. it sounds alot better anyways. heh, and i wonder why i have bad karma. but i'm not gonna be mean to him...i shouldnt have to rock the casbah just to have good karma should i??? well, either way, i'm not gonna. but i just wanna make it clear to the karma gods that i'm onto them...i'm onto their joke. and i think its cruel.
well, other than that, i'm just waiting for msn to stop being a bitch and get their server fixed around here..cuz it takes me an hour to get online. bastards.
*sigh*
i'm gonna go for now. i have more things to ponder.
like why i cant locate anyone i find remotely cute to rock the casbah with. hahaha.
rock the casbah...thats a great line.
its almost as good as the sexual metaphors made up by the greatest sexual metaphor writer of all time...PRINCE.
but those are a whole 'nother can of worms..lol, and i'll save them for another day.
~J
