2001-08-30 - 9:55 a.m.
today is lisa's birthday...and since we saw her in the salon i now have to go out to lunch with her...because i have to pretend we're still good friends.
i dunno. i dont kkow what we are, but its certainly NOT good friends. we've drifted off to aquaintences with a past. its weird.
i bought her these candles...cuz thats what we do...we still buy each other stuff cuz it's a tradition or something...because no one really wants to admit the past is gone...admit we're not best friends anymore...admit she's got the perfect litle life she always wanted and i'm still working in retail.
like the little comment she made about me not having any money...just because i dont have a new "real" job like her...
i felt like saying yeah, but when i shoot tht wedding in a few weeks, i'll make more in 4 hours than you'll make in two weeks. and after i'm done school and i'm doin those kinds of jobs allll the time, than we'll see who has no money.
but anyways, this makes me cranky cuz it means i have to go and spend more money i dont have...and then go straight to work...after lunch..that sux.
heathur has an excuse. she has to go to boston to clean out her old apartment...and give back the keys...
*sigh*
i wish i had an excuse like that.
pfffft. well, i guess i should just bite the bullet and go. maybe she wont even be a bitch...maybe she wont insult me...mayyybe mayyybeeeeee....
chances are slim to none. its her birthday she's gonna say whatever she wants.
