2001-09-01 - 9:27 a.m.
things are strange...you know, you watcha sappy girly movie and its all done. last nite heathur and i watched "ever after", which is an awesome movie, but it makes you feel all happy in that sad way...in that stupid way. and then you go to check your email and there's only junk mail...*sigh*
because part of me always wanted to be cinderella...part of me felt like that was how it would happpen for me...i mean, i never had anyone in high school...so prince charming has to be out there somewhere right?? because as i suffered, it was for a higher cause...because there was something somewhere waiting for me that was even better than i could imagine...even better than what they all had in the hallways...
but i'm still waiting, and wasnt cinderella supposed to be 17??? i dunno. and we didnt win the lottery either. so there go those plans. and they were some good plans. i guess disney world will have to wait a little bit longer. as will the world cruise.
so theres no boy, there's no money, i'm still working at a wholesale club, still paying more for rent than this place is worth, and did i mention no boy???
no boy to say sweet things...no boy to cuddle with...no boy to have long silly chats with on the phone...oh yeah, i could keep going but i wont.
because somewhere out there, he's waiting for me too...i think i'll always believe that. no matter how old i get.
