2001-09-06 - 9:57 p.m.
its amazing how good new hair can lift your spirits. it made me realize i am such a girl...everyone at work today was coming up to me and touching my new dreads and saying how neat they were...the cynic in me didnt wanna believe them but damnit i do look kinda cute...its amazing how much atention they get...im not used to it. most of the people at work didnt even know it was me till i put on my name tag...lol. i dont think i look that different, then i have to remind myself that for most of my life i was used to seeing myself with long dark hair...and the poor folks at work have only known me a month...a month in which i had very short orangy-blonde-brown hair...so the long black dreads threw wm off a little. if i knew how to do anything on this besides write stuff id put up a before and after picture for you all, but you'll have to take it up with heathur...she's the one who makes me all my cool pictures and banners and shit...shes the genius behind my duke boys.
but other than that life is still pretty dull...work sleep computer, eat, sleep work sleep, etc. i cant really think straight tonight for some reason. so maybe i should just go and smoke a cigarette...life could be worse...i wont say life is good cuz i dont wanna jinx myself. so we'll stay safe and say life could be worse. hahaha.
what IS this weird mood?
~J
