2001-09-09 - 9:36 a.m.
tell the world to stop spinning cuz i wanna get off.
i wanna stop thinking and start knowing.
stop wondering what people think...
because i dont like this game anymore. i've been playing too long i've been played enough times.
you can like me or not like me.
so i'm cutting this string that's pulling me from person to person.
i am tired of being alone.
i'm tired of sleeping alone.
i'm tired of having no one there.
it's been long enough now.
im soo damn tired all the time.
god just let me crawl back under those covers...just today cuz im feeling all fucking emotional. i just wanna go back to bed.
~J
