2001-09-14 - 9:22 p.m.
man.
these days.
life is so...so...
i dont even know.
between my dad leaving me hanging on my school loan and all the crises of the world...and work...i have little faith left in humanity.
i have little faith left in anything.
tonight i can honestly say life sucks.
right now im just angry and cranky and down right pissed off. in general.
i feel like if anything else goes wrong tonight i'm gonna throw somehting.
i just wanna go to bed.
i just want to be left alone.
i just wanna curl into a small ball and disappear.
i want the world to go away. all of it.
and everyone in it.
grah.
~J
