2001-10-01 - 9:02 p.m.
some days are just that...some days.
the way you notice things, small things, like a sunset, and a man in a marines uniform walking down the street with posture so perfect it seems almost unreal. i dont know why but i noticed alot of things today. nothing huge, nothing monumental or life changing, but just things.
and i almost enjoyed my first day of classes. this school has promise to be really cool, but it's gonna be hard coming up with the money i need for supplies. the people seem interresting. lots of different people in my class. some of them seem so bursting with creativity and coolness that it makes me wanna crawl under a rock, but that's anywhere...anywhere NOT framingham state..lol.
it makes me wonder who i'll be friends with in the end...who i'll learn the most from...who's gonna be the first to piss me off.
because there's always that ONE...the one who thinks they're the next best thing since sliced bread and all the teachers think they're brilliant when the sad truth is they're just full of shit, plain and simple. i mean, its art so you've gotta be a little full of shit sometimes, but these are the people who are so full of it they're bursting at the seams.
but such is life.
the life of a starving artist like me.
and i dunno, today it didnt seem so bad to be starving. today.
now otmorrow could be a whole different story...
