2001-10-21 - 8:00 p.m.
i dunno, sometimes i think the universe may be trying to tell me something...but i can never figure out what it is...i'm a little slow, i need shit spelled out fer me sometimes.
i mean, i do believe in that sorta thing...in signs...in omens...whatever you wanna call it...i believe the universe tries to tell us things, but sometimes we're moving so fast we dont notice...we dont hear what the universe is telling us.
see, sometimes i see things, just stupid little things and i wonder if it's meant to be a sign...if i'm meant to do something about it...but what am i supposed to do?
that's usually the problem. i cant read what the signs are tellin me.
i just wish something good would happen.
just one little good thing...because everything is so bad right now.
everything.
and my mom says i feel sick at night because i'm so stressed out..."nerves" she said. "even though i dont think i feel nervous"...can that happen? i dont know, but she's usually right so i wont dismiss it. i'll ask the doctor on wednesday.
and i've got a cold.
guh. *sniffle* *cough* *phlem*
just what i need.
if only i had a boy to make me some chicken soup.
*looks at the cat*
nope, pups wont make me soup, he wouldnt even catch the mouse. i had to trap it in the trash can.
*sigh*
oh well, i'm gonna go and try and get some rest...and dream about boys who'd make me chicken soup.
~J
