2001-12-28 - 12:19 p.m.
*sigh* well christmas is over. not bad not bad...free stuff is always good.
and i go to get my haircut yesterday, which i was in dire need of, and of course marcus is there...my favorite hairstylist/psychic...and he keeps telllling me that i just have to be patient...that its been three years for a reason...that 3 is the magic number and its all coming to an end soon...all this being alone junk...and that i just need to be patient. i told him i've been patient for 3 years and i'm tired of being patient. he just smiles this knowing smile.
but it all seems so bleak. so desolate..ooo, thats a good word, desolate. like i'm stuck in a desert, with no hope for escape...doom is inevitable.
but i hope he's right...that i've been alone all this time for good reason and that the universe has something in store fer me...mayyyybe it does...who am i to ponder the universe.
and i have to go to work today...maybe my new cute hair will help me seduce some poor unsuspecting wholesale shopper...heh.
~J
