2002-02-19 - 9:46 p.m.
and then you wake up and realized you havent done much of anything lately but stress..and in that stressing you werent doing what was important...you werent doing the work because you thought honestly that you'd have to just give it up fer a while anyways...so i didn't do the work...and maybe i'm not as behind as i feel...after all, i theoretically COULD shoot an entire final in one afternoon anyways...but i still feel bad.
i still feel like i'm doing something wrong because i cant find anything to inspire me....i'm still frustrated because when i get out of work i'm too tired to take any damn pictures anyways...but how do you get inspired without shooting and how do you shoot hwne youre not inspired...bahhh.
its all bullshit. all of it. its just a block and it'll pass. i just need to get that ONE shot thats gonna trigger something. it'll happen...i have a felling.
well, if i dont fail outta school first.
~J
